Through self-reflection and self-assessment I’ve come to the conclusion that where I need to be in life, according to God’s plan, I’m not there yet. I know that everyday all my experiences, whether good or bad are in God’s plan for me. Whatever trial and tribulation I am enduring now is in place to shape my tomorrow. I’m 100% comfortable knowing that I haven’t indefinitely found my purpose. Although I have an idea, God has yet to confirm it. I can only move forward on his account. I am also comfortable knowing that God is still in the process of shaping me into a prominent Christ-like woman. Although I may not LOVE my today, I know it’s part of my preparation for my tomorrow.
-Felt Like Sharing.
I’m ready for something different. I’m ready for some sort of change. I hate where I live, but I am content. I hate alot of people where I live, but I deal with them. That is why I love to escape. If even it’s just for awhile, anything to get out of this place makes me smile. The people here are sickening. Many of them are battered and bruised and my eyes hate the site. I hate where I live, but I am content. I’m ready for change. I’m ready to move!
This “nigga” is really hopeless. He really is. Fin.
Today I woke up and realized that there were some changes that I needed to make. I was nervous at first because I was not sure how to go about those changes. But after hours of thinking I came to a conclusion.
LET GO! LET GOD!
I wrote him a letter. I signed it. I sealed it. I delivered it. Basically I never want to speak or see him again. Not because he is a bad person, but because there are too many negative memories evolving around the thought of him. I have been wanting to let go the proper way for a while now, but I had to get to a point where I wasn’t angry nor bitter. I had to come to a level of peace to say what I had to say so that we could disperse on a good note.
I think I did a pretty good job at achieving that goal. Although I told him not to call me nor text me, I won’t be surprised if he does anyway. And I will confidently ignore it. And if he does not text nor call, that tells me he has received the message and he is content.
And that’s how my morning went, aside from BIO Lab.